January 17, 2012


I just want to be a good mother. I want to be a good parent to Eric Jr without stepping on his mother’s toes. I want my kids to grow up and say “she was fucking great.” I want to make their lunches and cook really delicious dinner. I want them to always always know that I love them unconditionally. I want them to know that regardless of skin color, everyone bleeds red. I want them to love whoever they want to love, and not worry about society’s opinion of them. I want them to learn how to stick up for themselves, but not be a bully. I want them to know that sticks & stones break bones, but harsh words leave scars. I want my children to be functioning members of society. I don’t want them to ever be dependent on anything or anyone, except for their parents & each other. My kids will learn the value of a dollar, and that hard work gets you far. They will know that nice guys don’t always finish last, unless they’re being polite and LET you go first. More than anything, I want my beautiful babies to be happy. I want them to live a long & healthy life. If I could sacrifice myself in order to guarantee that, I would in a heart beat. I never knew someone so small could take up so much room in my heart, or that I could love someone else’s child just as much as my own. I know I’m rambling, but who gives a fuck. I’m so fucking lucky.

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